>>> Sunday, April 01, 2007
I'm now at ethan's house blogging... after spending most of the night here partying.
Man, so many things happened tonight - and i have no idea what triggered them an all. we started off with mahjong first... but that didn't last that long lah. then the others went swimming while i tried to catch up with some anime that i totally lagged out on. caught a couple of episodes of death note - man. that's all i have to say about death note haha. man.
anyway after yesterday, things were thrashed out, and i hope we can start over... and today is proof that i can control my emotions. i don't want to say anything at all now though. what ever i say falls on deaf ears anyway, so no point getting all emo about it. i'm not sure how to handle it if it goes on though... we'll have to wait and see. even though i crossed that final barrier i talked about, i think there are still many obstacles i have to overcome as well... there are so many conflicting emotions within me now, and i must suppress them...
edit: if i followed "your" advice on verbal vomitting, i think i would get people really upset haha...
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