Getting back into the world of anime really should have been done a long time ago.
The quality of anime that's being released this year is superb - I'm actually trying to follow no less than five series at a time!
Currently following:
- Death Note
- Sola
- Nagasarete Airantou
- Hayate no Gotoku
- Romeo x Juliet
- Bakumatsu Kikansetsu Irohanihoheto
- Lucky Star
And I'm even looking into more that I can follow, like Darker Than Black, Claymore and Heroic Age. Lordy. Wayyyyyy to many series to follow!
It's the study week as well. Just got back from the cafe though, since there were games to learn. Before that Indra, Rennette and Rosalin and I were at Pacific Coffee at Raffles Link studying for HMC - hope we got something done!
I've also been surfing quite abit, and reading blogs (since when did I pick this idea of reading blogs up?) and noted that a few things have changed and all. Interesting to see how lives and people around me change so fast though haha.
I also need to ask this question to a certain someone though:
Are we still friends? 'Cause I certainly don't feel it.
I don't even know what the answer will be - we hardly ever talk anyway. You have someone else far more important to concentrate on, so I can hardly blame you... I think.
hAtSuKoi was here with you at
4:55 AM
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Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
hAtSuKoi was here with you at
3:02 AM
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Wow. It's definitely been quite a while since I've last posted - we just went through the week of hell when we were rushing out all out projects and assignments before the due date. Thank goodness we got 'em all out in the nick of time.
I don't even know where to begin for updates... Maybe on the fact that I just got my new pair of specs? Yeah, for a change, these are half-frame glasses, not frameless, so they're a little heavier than what I was used too. Bye bye black-framed specs!
Finally started up my PS2 once again, after like ages of not gaming - too much crap's been going on in life for me to actually sit down and immerse myself in a good game!
Anyway it's finally been an off day and I don't have to attend school, so I spent the day playing games, watching anime and sleeping. Ahhhh.... THE LIFE.
hAtSuKoi was here with you at
8:28 PM
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Man. I'm tired. What am I still doing at my workplace?
Came over after school to pick up some stuff actually, and ended up here, pondering whether to stay over or not. And before that? A bunch of us went out to have a meal... at... err... I can't remember where. Suddenly my memory fails me, as usual. I'm told it's one of the signs of aging haha. Oh yeah, we ate at Carl's Jr! Was with Johari, Mel, Dior, Justin and Ethan. Amazingly, we actually met Rennette, Indra, Rosalin and Reen while we were eating, and clever Ross tried to put black pepper on Jo... but got discovered. I believe she won't be doing that again anytime soon hahaha...
After that I was euchred into... something. It's in the past, no need to mention it now. Move along, nothing to see here.
Then the rest moved off, and I was left with Jo to realize that the reason we were not home was because we wanted to discuss our TDMC project... so we moved on down to Starbucks to access the internet... and charge my laptop haha. We got most of the facts ironed out, at least enough to smoke our way through. When we were done, we tried calling rennette and asked them to meet up and chill for awhile. They said yes and so we waited... and waited... and waited. When we called her again, guess what?
Eh, I on the train liao. Not meeting you all le." In the words of talkingcock.com... FWAH LAU EH! Rennette Yeo, you owe the both of us a drink hor! But me and Jo had a nice time having a long talk about... stuff... (appreciate it brother!) while waiting for... AHEM.
Then I just played some mahjong. Wahkaoz. Lose man. I think my friend going to kill me, since I was playing for him lol... deaded!
Anyway... things seem to be returning back to normal... But of course, habit die hard, right?
hAtSuKoi was here with you at
12:44 AM
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3.30pm in the afternoon on a weekday and hey, I'm blogging! Is class that boring?
Actually, I'm at home. Self-declared holiday. Thought I needed a break... after all the things that have been happening. My sensitivity meter is peaking as well - seeing too much into things as well. Funny, how being ultra-sensitive is both a curse and blessing. Thanks ethan. Miss you guys in class too - just felt i needed to be away for awhile... at least you guys noticed. i doubt many others would haha.
We're finally done with with SBS project, and I have to admit that Reen did the most work. Heck, I feel awfully guilty about the whole thing and felt I could have done more... so I did. I didn't read the book and reduced all the double spacings to single spacings. I think she nearly had a heart attack when she saw the printed copy...
I'M SO SORRY REEN!
Thankfully TTS was cool with the whole issue and said it was ok. I tell you, I think my balls probably shrank to the size of dots when she showed me the line that said we needed double spacing. Oops. =X
Anyway I'm starting to talk to her again... slowly... and not too surely. I always feel that I might overstep the boundaries again and she'll feel "pushed". Gawd. I hate that feeling, not being able to talk to someone naturally... gah. I don't know exactly what's going on, but if you're happy, I am too. Make the right choice.
hAtSuKoi was here with you at
3:20 PM
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I'm now at ethan's house blogging... after spending most of the night here partying.
Man, so many things happened tonight - and i have no idea what triggered them an all. we started off with mahjong first... but that didn't last that long lah. then the others went swimming while i tried to catch up with some anime that i totally lagged out on. caught a couple of episodes of death note - man. that's all i have to say about death note haha. man.
anyway after yesterday, things were thrashed out, and i hope we can start over... and today is proof that i can control my emotions. i don't want to say anything at all now though. what ever i say falls on deaf ears anyway, so no point getting all emo about it. i'm not sure how to handle it if it goes on though... we'll have to wait and see. even though i crossed that final barrier i talked about, i think there are still many obstacles i have to overcome as well... there are so many conflicting emotions within me now, and i must suppress them...
edit: if i followed "your" advice on verbal vomitting, i think i would get people really upset haha...
hAtSuKoi was here with you at
4:29 AM
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