>>> Thursday, March 29, 2007
Woah. What a day.
Just got back from cycling and blading at east coast, working up a sweat with ethan, dior, justin, rennette, beng, mel and denis. Biked by heart out... then realized I started without any water intake, without any food intake. I knew what was coming when we stopped at bedok jetty for a breather... heatstroke. what didn't help was that i was wearing an extremely thick polo tee today as well. really tried to puke, but with no food or water, there was no mess, thankfully! finally after resting and slumping on the ground for like 15mins, i managed to weakly crawl back to my feet, and bike back to the starting point at mac's. halfway there, suddenly felt full of energy, and just went on and on and on till near kallang, when i spotted like a dozen cats lounging about the grass patch... and i HAD to stop lol.
We then went on to BK, had dinner, and suddenly after a smoke, everyone was like super nua... so we scrapped our arcade plans. the long bike ride gave me time to think about stuff, and how to put them right.
School... was... uh... usual. i sat in my usual position, then the other person simply avoided me like the plague and sat somewhere else. of course, when she entered, she just headed straight for the other person... gah. i read SO much into such little things.
But then again... am I? as usual, the class started teasing the two of them... and all the emotions that i've tried to shove aside just fell back out the closet. cue emo mode. if you're reading this - i want to solve this problem as soon as possible... there are so many things i want to tell you, and even when you say you treat me like a friend, and value talking to me and all... i don't see it. you would rather... nevermind. i just want to find some time to talk to you, solve this dumb issue and put an end to it. GAH. i wish i could SCREAM and let it all out... but i must preserve this facade. i must.
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