>>> Saturday, March 24, 2007
I'm not even sure if your blog is talking to me, but I'm assuming that it is.
Edit: Thanks for clarifying!
Please don't feel bad. And what's more, it's all right if I'm not happy. As long as you're happy, everything is all right, so please don't worry about me that much.
I also wish that we could have talked like last time, when we first met... and not have that other person/issue come up as well.
But he broke one of my cardinal rules of a relationship, and I can never erase that thought from my mind. I know you want the two of us to get along, but it's going to be really hard. I know I've spoken to you about the problem countless times, and each time when I try to warn you, you tell me it's not as issue... but it's definitely as issue when I can't talk to you face to face at all. I can't even get close enough to you without him hovering around you. Don't tell me that's normal - you know it's not. It would be a lie if I promised you that I would talk to him.
However... despite all my misgivings and feelings about the problem, I can promise that I will try to talk to him... for your sake. I don't want our friendship to crumble just because of such a problem. I've lost the ability to talk to you face to face, and it seems that I'm losing the ability to even communicate with you via SMSes... I don't want to lose this friendship at all...
hAtSuKoi was here with you at
You are number
on this blog. Many thanks!