>>> Wednesday, March 28, 2007
And I'm awake at this ungodly hour? Perfectly normal!
Today I just realized that there are a couple of projects due pretty soon. Crap. Time to get to work.
Also, I finally managed to persuade a few of my classmates to come on down to Settler's and play... brainless games, requested by Ros. Even my colleagues were stunned when I grabbed brainless game after brainless game off the shelves. THANKS HOR, MY REPUTATION HAS BEEN USED AS A RAG. Overall had an interesting time, and realized that we needed more people around. Hello people, get down to Settler's PLEASE!
As you can see, I seem to be in a better mood as well... I guess I am, slightly. I found that pushing all my emotions to the side does help a little. Of course, like I've said many, many times, please be aware of your actions my dear... There were a thousand things running through my head when I saw your SMS just after noon... It's not because I'll go into emo-mode for no rhyme or reason, it's because of actions. Actions speak louder than words. A picture paints a thousand words. Blah.
But I am thankful you gave me a warning... but no matter what it still felt a little wrong. And I absolutely cannot predict what will happen tomorrow when that person returns to class. I have this strange feeling that our convos are going to be limited to SMSes again... You said it was my fault purely... To be honest? When you said that, I felt absolutely crap inside. Whatever I mentioned to you before gets brushed aside, and then you side with that person, as though that person is blameless... Oh well. There I go again... that's why I'm trying to word vomit here, as per your belief that it works... I don't see any effects now though. It really works?
hAtSuKoi was here with you at
You are number
on this blog. Many thanks!