>>> Saturday, April 08, 2006
This will be the first and the last time I'll break my cardinal rule about not talking about myself on this blog of mine.
God, I'm so tired. I'm really tired. I hate having to wear masks. So tiring. Smiling. Everything's all right.
God. I'm so, so tired.
Sometimes I'm too nice. Sometimes I'm too young. Sometimes I'm better as a friend. Sometimes I'm too similiar. Sometimes I deserve someone better.
But I'm always tired. So tired.
Giving it all... giving till I'm empty. That's my way. Care not for me. But still, the same answers. Too nice. Too young. Better as a friend. Too similiar. Deserve someone better.
But I wait. I wait... and I wait.
And I'm still tired. Always tired.
God. Why?
hAtSuKoi was here with you at
You are number
on this blog. Many thanks!
